Total Madness

Help me I wanna faint,

I just can't take it anymore.

Everything I've worked for had already gone,

and I don't know where to go.

I barely know where to start and

I don't know where my feet leads me

All I feel is the fume of madness inside me

I can't walk , I can't move

Im just standing here so alone

Trying to reach to that someone

who wears blank face and nonchalant stare

I scarcely know if he's deaf; i hardly pick if he's blind

All i just feel is i'm swathed of fright

I'm shattering into pieces

Chilling in cold, aching in pain

Help me, Help me

my head is in total madness.

I'm wrenching in agony

my eyes' full of fear

what will happen now, what will i do next

all in my troubled ears looping like a sphere.

My mind is in lunacy

I'm wandering in nowhere,

maybe in the midst of darkness

help me, help me, i'm losing it

my maddening life is eating me.

Paano ba to'?

nahihirapan na ako.. still strugling..i want to reach my goals pero bakit ang hirap hirap, hindi ko na alam ang dapat kong gawin...i'm getting paranoid with each passing day.

i am so disappointed with what's happening in my life now, it's just getting hard and hard and i don't know where and how would i start building myself again, i just lost it, it feels like i'm just not good enough, and most of all it feels like im stuck with it.

what do i need to do, what would i need to do to get out of here, when can i be right on track again.