Happy Bday Dad!

Happy Birthday Papa,You've just turned 61 now and I miss you so much.. I know you're still watching us from heaven, You're with Lola already maybe that's the reason why I never dream about you as often as I dream about you then.. It's been twelve years since you'd been gone but it always felt like it just happened yesterday I know you didn't really want to go, I know how you fought for life because of us, I know how you didn't want us to suffer.I hope somehow we made you happy, living your last years with us. Just always remember I love you so much.

Damp and Raining

I'ts raining outside, how could I go home? I hate the feeling when it's raining, I hate the feeling when my dress got soaked, when my shoes becomes so dirty and wet. The chilling cold dries my skin up and the ichy feeling it made annoys me. I loathe it when I couldn't breathe, and I couldnt breathe when it's damp and raining. It just feel uncomfortable. So damn uncomfortable.

New Pictures

New pictures were great especially biboy he look's great in his sportshirt. Me with the bangs was great too.. I feel so beautiful with my new hairdo.

I was kinda upset and disappointed that time but it didn't look that way in the pictures, it's great... yeah..