Thursday, November 13, 2008

Desire

Desire, listen to me carefully. Remember this. We of the endless are the servants of the living -- we are not their masters. We exist because they know, deep in their hearts, that we exist.
-Dream, in SANDMAN #16: "Lost Hearts"

Human beings are the creatures of desire. They twist and bend as I require it. If I thought otherwise, I would crack, like Delirium; or I would abandon my realm, like our lost brother.
-Desire's thoughts, in SANDMAN #16: "Lost Hearts"

And Desire walks the endless pathways of its body, certain that he, or she, or it, is in sole and only control of its destiny. The only inhabitant of the twilight realm of Desire; and it feels nothing like a doll. Nothing like a doll at all.
-Closing words of SANDMAN #16: "Lost Hearts"

The Sandman

"Maybe she really was death. I mean, it would be really nice if death was somebody, and not just nothing, or pain, or sadness. And it would be really good if death could be someine like Didi. Somebody funny, and friendly, and nice. And maybe just a tiny bit crazy. And I wish I could see her again. I wish she wasn't dead. But if it means dying first... Well... I suppose I can wait. For a while."
-Sexton Furnival, talking about Didi/Death in Death: The High Cost of Living.
"-I'm not blessed, or merciful. I'm just me. I've got a job to do, and I do it. Listen: even as we're talking, I'm there for old and young, innocent and guilty, those who die together and those who die alone. I'm in cars and boats and planes; in hospitals and forests and abbatoirs. For some folks death is a release, and for others death is an abomination, a terrible thing. But in the end, I'm there for all of them."
-Death, talking about herself, in Dream Country.

"-I am anti-life, the beast of judgement. I am the dark at the end of everything. The end of universes, gods, worlds... of everything. And what will you be then, Dreamlord? - I am hope."

-Choronzon and Dream, playing the oldest game, in Preludes & Nocturnes.

"-What power would hell have if those imprisoned here would not be able to dream of heaven?"

-Dream to Lucifer and the citizens of Hell, in Preludes & Nocturnes.

Dream

Life is no play. We meet people once, and never see them again. There is no shape to events, no point at which we turn to the audience for phrase. No time at which we step behind the stage, to see the actors changing their wigs, ang painting their faces, and muttering their lines.- But that is Precisely where you are now. Welcome to my House.
-Will Shakespeare and Dream, in The Wake

I could never again be an angel... Innocence, once lost, can never be regained.
-Lucifer, in Season of MistsSuggested by T.A.B.

People think dreams aren't real just because they aren't made of matter, of particles. Dreams are real. But they are made of viewpoints, of images, of memories and puns and lost hopes.
-John Dee, in Preludes & Nocturnes.
"I think I fell in love with her, a little bit. Isn't that dumb? But it was like I knew her. Like she was my oldest, dearest friend. The kind of person you can tell anything to, no matter how bad, and they'll still love you, because they know you. I wanted to go with her. I wanted her to notice me. And then she stopped walking. Under the moon, she stopped. And looked at us. She looked at me. Maybe she was trying to tell me something; I don't know. She probably didn't even know I was there. But I'll always love her. All my life."
-Brant Tucker, in World's End.
"I walk across the dreaming sands under the pale moon: through the dreams of countries and cities, past dreams of places long gone and times beyond recall.
-Dream, in Brief Lives.

You are mortal: it is the mortal way. You attend the funeral, you bid the dead farewell. You grieve. Then you continue with your life. And at times the fact of her absence will hit you like a blow to the chest, and you will weep. But this will happen less and less as time goes on. She is dead. You are alive. So live.
-Dream to his son Orpheus, in Brief Lives

Delirium


You know the best thing about aeroplanes? Apart from the peanuts in the little silver bags, I mean. It's looking out of the windows at the clouds, and thinking, maybe I could go walking in there. Maybe it's a special place where everything's okay. Sometimes I do go walking in the clouds. But it's just cold and wet and empty, but when you look out of a plane it's a special world... and I like that.
-Delirium, Brief Lives


You know how she is when she gets an idea into her head. I mean, when one finally penetrates.-Desire describes Delirium, in SANDMAN #41: "Brief Lives:1"
It always rains on the unloved -- Wet dreams -- A fishing expedition -- She kisses wyverns (The Disneyland analogy) -- Dinner etiquette and chocolate lovers -- Desire swears by the first circle -- "Things are changing" -- What can possibly go wrong?
-Title of SANDMAN #42: "Brief Lives:2"


"I mean, does this always happen when a girlfriend walks out on him?""Not at all. For example, after the Nada affair he razed the Dreaming. It was a bleak, lonely desert for centures. I remember the first flower that grew. The first time he smiled again...-Matthew and Lucien, in
-SANDMAN #42: "Brief Lives:2"


She was no longer Delight, and the blossoms had already begun to fall in her domain, becoming smudged and formless colours, and she had no one to talk to...-Delight becomes Delirium, in
-SANDMAN #42: "Brief Lives:2"


The Man of Steel

I loveeiiit when Brandon Routh played Superman he was so fit for the role, I was totally mesmerized and I couldn't help myself but awed in satisfaction, It was like Superman was so real. It was so amazingly perfect. The people behind it really made a good choice. A splendid depiction. A superb picture of the man of steel.

Friday, November 07, 2008

THE NEW US PRESIDENT


The new US President
His excellency Barack Obama

Le groupe imagine

funxciting..
posing #???

wacky pose..

the boss

japan

yeah rock!

loveiit


The laguna escapades gee-- I was able to refresh myself from the stressing manila scene, I was able to find serenity even for awhile.. for awhile..







Stolen shots

sneaking..
starving?

so relax. lol





Thursday, November 06, 2008

I love you biboy

Ninja!

I never tell you everyday but I do really love you so much

Gee-tings


Amo esta flor


hmmm flowers..nature.. forest and sky...
skies the limit

I saw a falling star

I was so shock, I got mesmerized I saw a falling star not just once but twice so I uttered my wishes and hoping it would come true
It was really a good weekend for me I was able to do what I need to do and was able to shop at the sametime too

1. able to visit my grand mom's memorial
2. able to cook spaghetti for biboy his b-day
3. able to buy hello kitty watch, hello kitty chinese wedding stuff toys (really cute)
4. able to visit biboys lil brother at paraiso
5. 10:30 pm I saw a falling star
6. 11:45 pm I saw it again on the way home

November 2, 2008
I was able to buy a goodie shoes 50% off howaabout that.. gee I was so happy imagine 50% off ..yihii..I was able to go tiangge at marikina river banks and river parks soo much of goods and so cheap i could hardly breath...all of the gifts for halloween and even christmas tree... I couldn't wait to see it on december so many people, so many food.. Im starving already good thing we found shawarma stand biboy and I ate the LARGE one wow.. so delicious

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Nasa langit na ba ako?

After a long walk.. I felt heaven..
Wheww and asked my self nasa langit na ba ako?

Stress free, mind boggling scenery..

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

fuori di immagini di città ii

The old house
(La vecchia casa)

Swimming pool
(la piscina)

Amazing!
(stupire!)


Fuori di immagini di città

dipingere prima del tramonto
(Picture before sunset)

bel luogo
(beautiful place)
panorama sorprendente
(beautiful place)

ragazza carina
(Cute girl)


Ero così felice, non ho mai sperimentato di cose come questo prima, il panorama mi ha stupito realmente così molto, ha sentito come il cielo sulla terra
I was so happy, I never experienced things like this before, the scenery really amazed me so much, It felt like heaven on earth.





My out of town photoshoot


My out-of-town photoshoot lol..
talon na..

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

I'm sorry

I hate it when I need to tell you your mistakes
I hate it when I'm a big pain in the ass
I hate it when I'm making you sad
I hate it when I'm not the best daughter you could ever have
How I wish I could make your life simple
How I wish you don't need to work
How I wish I could give you what you want
I'm sorry for all things I throw at you
I'm sorry If I made you upset
I'm sorry If I always blame you
I'm sorry because it's me when you can have somebody else

Again I'm sorry I'm the only one you could ever have.I'm sorry. So sorry.
Sincerely yours
Jonnie

Sunday, August 31, 2008

NEW CAR




















I want to buy car na, hay sana maisip na ni Biboy na we really need it na... nahihirapan na akong mag commute e.. hayz, I really like this car sana ganito yung bilhin nya..

Monday, August 25, 2008

Weekend Happenings

  • I was able to watched Wall-E the reviews were all right.
  • I was able to sleep plenty.. hmm (good for me)
  • I wasn't able to dine at Bora Fire but I was able to take out food from burger king the burger and the apple juice really taste good.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Rest Day

Yipee..Restday na after my shift Biboy will fetch me here at the office. I hope he doesn't have schedule tonight..
  • I want to have plenty of sleep this weekend..I want to regain strength and to rest what else..
  • I want to eat Spaghetti or my favorite home made burger...
  • I want to dine at Bora Fire (yummy food)
  • I want to watch movie Wall-E

I wish I could do all of my plan this weekened.. Wishy wishy wishy wishy wish wish wish..

Wool Bomber


Double Breasted Wool Bomber

Double Breasted wool bomber jacket cropped short with rib-knit trim at the waist and cuffs. Finished with a wide collar. Fully lined.

♥Slim fit♥22.5"l from center back to hem♥Fits true to size♥Viscose, wool♥


I wanna find this and grab ittt...I'm dying to have it...

I like the same color whew...

Friday, August 22, 2008

Talk2myPhone


37,xxx for iphone ang mahal naman, tapos sabi discounted na.. wow naman discounted na huh?!.. I really badly wanted iphone smartphone kasi to e. Oh well I'll wait na lang muna it will eventually depreciate din naman e.
Introducing iPhone 3G. With fast 3G wireless technology, GPS mapping, support for enterprise features like Microsoft Exchange, and the new App Store, iPhone 3G puts even more features at your fingertips. And like the original iPhone, it combines three products in one — a revolutionary phone, a widescreen iPod, and a breakthrough Internet device with rich HTML email and a desktop-class web browser. iPhone 3G. It redefines what a mobile phone can do — again.
ohhwow in features grabe super astig talaga. Gusto ko talaga nito...iphone iphone iphone..

Drama Queen

In literature, the character Scarlett O'Hara from Margaret Mitchell's Gone with the Wind would be considered a drama queen by today's standards. A drama queen is notoriously self-centered and self-absorbed, often viewing friends and relatives as lesser beings assigned to take care of her personal needs. A drama queen's worst enemy is solitude, so she tends to be very outgoing and sociable, although many of her friendships tend to remain at surface level. Others who have experienced the drama queen's sudden outbursts in the past may have a feeling of walking on egg shells around her, not wanting to be the person who delivers upsetting news or offends the drama queen♥ in any way.
Im not like this!!!(denfensive?)

Wing of Madness II

When Someone You Know is Depressed

  • Listen. Keep in mind that the depressed person isn't communicating well right now, and is probably speaking slower and less clearly. Be patient and don't interrupt.
  • Take care of little tasks like feeding the cat or doing the laundry. (This suggestion applies if you don't live with the person. If you do live with the person, you probably have to take on all the tasks).
  • Along those lines, remember that the depressed person is not being lazy. Think of when you're really sick and you can barely get out of bed to go to the bathroom. That's how a depressive can feel all the time.
  • Learn everything you can about depression. Knowledge is power and understanding.
  • Take it seriously if the person talks about suicide. Call their doctor for advice on what to do.
  • Make sure the depressive is keeping doctor appointments and taking his or her medication.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Wing of Madness I

7 Things to Help Ease Depression

  • Get out now and walk fifteen minutes. It will get your feet moving and help you feel you are at least able to do something.
  • Go immediately and be with someone who loves you. It will give you the feeling that you are wanted.
  • Religious? Say a prayer. Ask God to help you get through this.
  • Think of a situation, a place where you were very happy. Visualize yourself in that situation once more.
  • Power of suggestion can do wonders. Say to yourself, "I think I can get better. I have to take it step by step. I will work my way out of this."
  • Go out and buy a plant, or some flowers. Having something living in your house makes you feel more alive.
  • If possible, get outside in the sunshine. If it's not possible, turn on some bright lights. Sunshine and bright light are known to make people happier.

Siren Bibay

A glimpse of Siren Bibay. A bit of drama♥ and the art of color rolled into picture.

Monkey's Motto



"Another day is another monkey's playful day"
- Monkey's Motto-
Just got to someone's blog and found this one, hmm.. interesting.

Blowoooout




delivered food from northpark

Beef Brocolli( flowered),Boneless honey lemon chicken, Yang Chow rice, Salted garlic squid, 3kinds of mushroom with brocolli flower.






My treat since i'm a newbie here at JPMC.





Boneless honey lemon chicken
sarap..

I like the lemon..

pero yung lemon lang ha..


Wow.. Beef Brocolli( flowered)

I couldn't wait to taste some..

bongang bonga!!haha






All in all..yummy

wanna have some??

taste it..


Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Happy Bday Dad!

Happy Birthday Papa,You've just turned 61 now and I miss you so much.. I know you're still watching us from heaven, You're with Lola already maybe that's the reason why I never dream about you as often as I dream about you then.. It's been twelve years since you'd been gone but it always felt like it just happened yesterday I know you didn't really want to go, I know how you fought for life because of us, I know how you didn't want us to suffer.I hope somehow we made you happy, living your last years with us. Just always remember I love you so much.

Damp and Raining

I'ts raining outside, how could I go home? I hate the feeling when it's raining, I hate the feeling when my dress got soaked, when my shoes becomes so dirty and wet. The chilling cold dries my skin up and the ichy feeling it made annoys me. I loathe it when I couldn't breathe, and I couldnt breathe when it's damp and raining. It just feel uncomfortable. So damn uncomfortable.

New Pictures

New pictures were great especially biboy he look's great in his sportshirt. Me with the bangs was great too.. I feel so beautiful with my new hairdo.

I was kinda upset and disappointed that time but it didn't look that way in the pictures, it's great... yeah..

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

New Pictures


Jonnie and JV
Pacute yung smile ko.. cute ni Biboy dito..





A little disappointed about my not so emo bangs..
Jonnie with bangs (New hair do) at mc do along ayala avenue
Oh i love my new hair( though it wasn't really what I wanted) I want ung mas emo bangs pa sana kaya lang I don't know kasi kung bagay sakin e..




















Friday, August 15, 2008

AN INTERVIEW WITH GOD

It was July 2006 when my world busted into pieces and my dreams shattered one by one
I watched a video which little by little in it's touching ways healed my desolated broken heart.
It's music relieved the excruciating pain
It calm my troubled spirit.
It helped me went through the darkest phase of
my life
It strengthened my faith
It showed comfort during the rain.

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